omgah everyone is getting sick around me D:

but for some odd reason im immune from Jay.. i dunno why i havent caught it from him. go immunity! ^_^

i miss everyone =/..

i got a B in human sexuality exam -____-.. i really wanted that A lol.

in class:

guy: what causes someone to have a lot of sex? like everyday?

professor: it could mean that the person could have been raped or molested when they were young

guy: but i wasnt raped..

professor: uh... we can talk after class

LOL.. one of my classmates said on her fb that he smelt like weed too.

omgah.. my muscles are sore.. been working out at the ufc gym 3 times now in the last week. gonna go tonight and tomorrow.

i forgot what else i was gonna mention.. blah

yay! i like my new phone :] but the battery life sucks a bit.. if i use it a lot, it'll die in half the day. but thats not a surprise. Does Anielle want to join our plan?

im so mad i havent beaten Jay yet in 'words with friends' -______-... one day!

i have an essay to write and 14 pages to read.... im putting it off by blogging :]

this weekend was really nice despite all the coldness and rain and Jay being really sick lately....

he's still under stress.. i dunno what the plan is now since my parents said NO. his sister is in a dilemma either to move out or actually rent out the house for a year.

went to a christening for Jay's god daughter. she is sooo adorable! chubby cheeks!

i dont really like Jay's friend Grace.. who is Geron's cousin.. no offense, but she seems kinda slutty.. she flirts towards Jay in front of her bf who impregnated her lol.. Jay and i think thats why theyre staying together. im not really offended by her though cause Jay always makes fun of her in a mean, joking way. like if she says "i should have said yes to you" and Jay would say "eeww! hell no! i was never after you!" and then kind of insult her, but they both would be laughing. she calls him "bestfriend" and he secretly calls her "butterface" haha... Grace and her bf, Jerry, were joking around saying "how can you see each other? youre both chinky *in tagalog*" and Jay goes, "oh, you really wanna talk about eyes??? *looks at Grace's bf*"... LOL... cause Jerry has one eye w/ double lid, and the other one single lid. so one looks bigger than the other.

it just amazes me how ppl dont get offended.. >.>..

i ate a million clams at Todai... yumm!

Rodi's dinner was koo. wasn't hungry cause of Todai tho ><.. but ate anyways!.. but it was weird cause around midnight i got hungry again lol

Jay went home early cause he started feeling even sicker... he threw up a couple times last night [not at my house]

i need a sports bra...

i cant find anything at forever21... i think their fashion is just not for me =/..

i saw my last ex's mom at papaya. i think she was avoiding me lol

my bro, Jay, and i went to the ufc gym 2 days ago in concord. it was pretty koo. lots of machines. i did mostly cardio which were upstairs. lots of tv's to watch. they have a separate room dedicated for abs. downstairs is all for lifting weights. they have other rooms for classes. they also have a lil shop to buy gear or work out clothes and a place to eat. they serve breakfast.

what sucks is that we only get 10 days free for guest pass. i dunno why my brother didnt tell me about that -_-.. oh well. were planning to go tnight.

i feel like im being devoured by electronics which i dont really like but at the same time im so addicted... it makes me feel like i dont need my laptop anymore [but i still do for hw]

times are going bad for Jay again =/..

he told me today that his house is on market now and losing the house [not sure when].. Jay was so close to saving up for a car, but now he can't get one because he needs to worry about where to live =/..

i have so much hw today @.@...

i am determined to drink 8 cups of water a day! ><... i have a plan! drink 1 bottle from wake up - 3pm.... drink 1 bottle from 3pm-6pm... drink 1 bottle from 6pm-9pm... drink last bottle from 9pm - 12pm... i can do it!

i heard that drinking water (8 cups a day) made someone lose 10 pounds. i'll see if theres a change...

the weather is so wacky today

back hurts..

i dont understand poems unless they're straightforward....

grr hw... curses!

oooooommmmmggaaahhhh i spent so much this month hehehe... i need my debit card taken away. or maybe ill just leave it in my room and not touch it until i need gas or something.

yesterday i went... *squeels!* SHOPPING! xD

there was a sale at Shiek! buy one get one FREE women boots!!! so i bought 2 boots, one black [non-high heeled], and beige [high heeled]. totally gonna wear one of them today! 2 boots for $50 dollars? can i get a hell yea!? haha

i also bought Jay sneakers for either valentines or bday gift. hmmm..

ok i think the blucigs are for our 3 months.. $76..... bought 8 packs for him

nfl dallas cowboys track jacket reversible... $103.. for valentines day

Jordan's sneakers... $120.... for his bday...

oh man... ok im gonna majorly save... but at least i got 2 of my grant checks recently and my paycheck few days ago.

yesterday..

went for a jog w/ Jay around lmc lake [went the long way] and we also ran with Chanel and Buster [his doggies]. i felt like i coulda ran more.. lol but at the same time i felt lazy.

OMG it was sooooo funny! but so mean to laugh at too xD.. cause Buster and Chanel are leashed together.. so if one doggy pulls, the other will have to follow. unfortunately, Buster is waaayyyy stronger than Chanel since she's a pomeranian and Buster is a pit bull.. so when Jay let go of the leash, Buster kind of gunned it and poor Chanel ran along w/ him, couldnt keep up, and got dragged for some feet w/ her feet dangling in the air! i just burst out laughin! im so horrible! xD... Jay was laughing too tho. but we made sure she was fine.

after, i finally brought Jay to Jerry's Hotdogs where they sell gyros! cause theyre so amazing!

after, watched bunch of Scrubs episodes. went to concord mall, bought shoes hehe... then after, we went to secrets.. saw Ricky Sims there... awkward!... so Jay and i left. went to the fishy store thats right across from secrets. saw a big male great dane! soooo big!!!! lol i never seen a great dane in person! it was someone's doggy at the fishy store.

after that.. we went to watch "Just Go With It"... omgah sooooo funny! loved it :]

later, Jay and i got lil irritated at each other for certain small reasons... w/e tho. we brushed it off eventually. we have a few things we resent about each other, but that comes w/ every relationship.

picked up Anielle and dropped her home. it was kinda late and nothing to cook at home so then we went to UNO Chicago Grill... then finally went home.

yay for saving money!..... >.>... lol...... but i paid for most-jority of today. the only thing that Jay paid for were his boots and movie tickets. i have the power cause i have his debit card

i dont think i will go black friday shopping this year..

but what i wanna buy is:
-more blouses (maybe ill buy one once a month.. like starting next month, cheap cute ones, like from papaya, styles, wetseal)
-spring/summer dresses (like.. 2 or 3 more)
-black, not majorly ruffled skirt

and thats it.. i think.. >.>...

if you guys find out if someone is selling their iphone 3g, let me know :]

i have Jay's debit card for about a week now .. so he doesn't spend money and im only allowed to give him a 100 dollars a week i think... or just gas money.

but this saturday were going to concord mall so we can make my bracelet, he gave me, tighter. and also he needs new shoes. i wanna buy boots at shiek cause theyre having a sale!! buy one get one free!!!! aaahhh!! haha... i have so many shoes now.....

my english class got cancelled today so i have 3 hours to kill -__-

a girl in the science lab upstairs randomly said hi to me. she wants me ;] haha jk

yay i have a friend in english class! he was actually in my class in tagalog class. his name is Ace. he finds the stories boring and hard to understand too so im glad im not the only one :]

its weird blogging in a lab room where everyone is around. i feel like theyre reading my blogs but i know they're actually not. self conscious ..

so bored.......

im getting my paycheck today! yay!

my co-worker is leaving us today.. she's one of the few nice ones... now were definitely short staff o.O... she deals with the students with last names that start with S-Z.. now we only have 3 coordinaters.. uh oh.

im sooo bored.. waiting for my next class to start -____-

yesterday i bought 2 loofas [sp?] to get rid of the dead skin cells off my body and face. so far i feel a difference on my face. after using the loofa, i applied moisturizer on my face and after few hours, it still feels smooth or just less rough. cause usually, b4 when i just put on moisturizer, after couple hours my face would feel dry/lil rough

my arms are still rough though.. =/.. maybe i need to rub harder.. or just continue using it.

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things i need to get done hopefully today:

-give Hang her lasagna or im just gonna give it to Uly if she's not home

-fill out my application for graduation for AA

-read for english 230

-fill out forms i need to turn into csueb

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Jay loves the jacket i bought him! yay! :] its my valentines/bday/3rd monthiversary gift LOL.... plus the blucigs i bought for him recently. i guess i wont give him the slippers... cause he doesnt want me to spend anymore. i think he just wants to spend more than me on gifts -.-.... lol. but he would say thats not the reason. he would more likely say "ill feel bad if you spend more than me"

oh yea, last month, Jay made fun of me cause i mashed up my words.. like "most" and "majority"... i said "most-jority" haha..

i dunno why i have a pet peev of ppl who are reading in class and messing up the pronounciation. but that kinda makes me hypocritical cause i hecka mispronounce my words when just talking lol.. or i hate it when ppl are reading and they accidentally skipped a word.. or if they studder hecka ><.. it just hecka throws me off my concentration in understanding the text.

blah

cause of Jay, i watch ufc fights and football lol. i dont mind them at all, they don't bore me. the superbowl was a good game. the commercials are my favorites! so funnie!

need to read/do hw..

Toff added me on facebook but Geron told me not to add him lol

FINALLY Jay's jacket came. it took freaking almost 2 weeks to arrive lol. he already guessed what it was sort of but i just smiled and said no xD... its so hard to lie! D:

when Jay was on the couch, while we were watching the superbowl, and us both being fat and eating bunch of snacks.. for some odd reason, i just had the urge to slam my head against his belly to bounce back up.. >.>... i dunno, it just looked bouncy so i just did it w/o thinking.. and Jay was all like "wtf??? D: ... what was that all about!?! o.O" and i just started laughing. eventually he started laughing while looking at me weird like im crazy..... which im not... <.<.....

Buster (Jay's brother in-law's pitbul) is soooo scared of the shake-weight hahaha xD... when Jay was using it, he shook it near Buster and he literally jumped hella far away from him LOL

ANYWAYS! my brother pissing me off with his coughing!!! its called cover your mouth!!! not cough everywhere in the air! use your freaking arm if your hands are busy... omgah.... he's all walking away from me like this:

*cough* -takes a step further away- *cough!* -another step- *cough cough!*.....

me: -.-... seriously!?!?

him: what?

me: im gonna walk on your freakin cough!!

him: at least its just on your feet

me: and you f*ckin know where my feet go on later? ill be making tracks and also my feet go on my bed.. so then your cough will be on my bed... you know what, next time when i get sick, im just gonna cough all over your computer room and your bed room cause it'll end up there anyway and ill laugh when you get sick again!

sometimes i just wanna kill him @.@

Hang! i need to give you the veggie lasagna b4 it goes bad! your phone is off!

i went jogging/running w/ Jay a few days ago.. we went around the lake twice.. and i was almost dying the 2nd loop around cause we didnt stop at all, he wouldnt let me. he was acting like a trainer to me and i was thinking "i didnt ask for a trainer... lol"... he says normally he would go around the lake 5 or 6 times... im like, damn he has hella stamina @.@... i wish i had that much ><...

on sunday, went to church. Jay's church is small. the Pasteur is funny. his mom was so happy to see me lol.. she also wanted me to eat there but we left a bit early

so i finally did my fafsa two days ago. for some reason it didnt ask for my income at all o.O... i dunno why.. the website is different this year tho.. maybe there has been a change of policies i dunno

i went to the dance class with Uly tonight and omgah, the class is waaayyy too fast pace for me @.@.. Uly said it was harder than the other time a lil.. >.>.. lol. i dont think im very good w/ muscle memory cause i dont really practice enough. but i can do easy stuff like wonder girls haha! and when it comes to dancing, i like learning on my own or one on one w/ a choreo.. or freestyle.

i bought pore strips today. i used one and omgah i had so many black heads come out @.@... my nose looks smoother now lol. feels smoother too!

tomorrow [or later today] is the ufc fight and the next day is superbowl

gonna go running w/ Jay around lmc lake. ima see if i can keep up with him... >.>..

i dont think im in Hang's private list cause i went to my protection subscription page and all i saw were Uly's lol

still in a dilemma between going to Peter's party or not..

if i go, i dont wanna ditch Jay if he doesnt want to go [most likely he wouldnt cause he's not fond of Peter or Nach, plus i dont think he's invited].. if i don't go, i feel like he would dislike me as a friend... but Jay and i are going to Rodi's bday dinner which is right b4 Peter's bday party.

what do i do? o.O

i learned in human sexuality that ppl do not create your own self esteem, only yourself does. so its mostly YOU bringing down your self esteem if you do, not others. even if someone criticized you saying "you suck at _____!".. well thats their opinion and what right do they have to say that? cause what YOU think matters most about yourself. you could take it as constructive criticism which would encourage yourself to work better at it.

glad i didnt get a lot of hw over the weekend

Jay and i went to secrets.. haha

last night we went to shirasoni w/ Jay's best friend Susanna and his cousin Alex. had the worst service again lol..... but Andy made up for it :]. we got HECKSA stuff for FREE!! lol. PLUS!! i opened the red envelope and got $50 GIFT CARD! woooooo!! lol. our bill still came out to $60 for the 4 of us xD.. what sucked was that our new york steak was overcooked.. =/.. oh well

Andy gave us for free: pink lemonade, hot sake, gyoza appet., seaweed salad appet., Susanna's meal for free cause it took hecka long.

it cost more than we expected cause of also the accumulation of the other alcohol drinks that the guys ordered and also 2 appet of combo tempura.

anyways, our waitress hecka sucked.. she forgot about my pink lemonade, forgot about the hot sake, and didnt check up on us enough.

Krys was there but she was on the grill side. we wanted the grill side but it was an hour wait -___-

did a lot of shirasoni staff hear about my food poisoning experience? o.O.. or was it just the ppl i know

last night Jay and i went to redbox and rented Takers. while watching, i was falling in and out of sleep >< lol.. i was trying my best not to fall asleep cause i didnt want Jay to feel like he was the only one watching.. but later he told me he was falling in and out of sleep too haha

finally did my laundry yesterday @.@..

wanted to work out today w/ Anielle but she gots work ><..

i need to fill out my fafsa app..