#justnoticedxangahasthislol

have you ever been in a relationship (or in my case... dating?) where somedays you really liked the person.. and other days you question your feelings if you really do have feelings for him/her?

sometimes i get that... maybe hormones are decreasing/increasing at different times.

but i not only have this occurence with Ivan (where most of the time i really do like him), but with every relationship i've been with.

im just weird ............

struggling with bills -_____-...

sigh...

Jay making things worse by being depressed and thinking i just want to kick him to the curb and not helping him out at all.. -___-... which is not true! 

so many issues.. aroihaodsifhaiosgna;eofnae;f!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so much stuff to tell you guys..... ugh..... drama... x___X

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do you guys think that my high pitch voice, especially when i approach ppl or when im so cheerful (cus it gets higher when im happier?), can be seen as "flirting"?? or give someone the wrong sign? lol, jw