October 22, 2011

• break from studying

  this is my dream future! not as complex as Uly's lol

  a stay at home job (dunno what), and Jay will be the one mostly supporting the bills, getting married between 25-27, have 3 kids later on, have already been to Hawaii, NY, TX, FL, Taiwan again, China, Japan, Korea, PI, England, and maybe others. very fluent in mandarin and taiwanese dialect. a beach house would be nice.. lol. or just a suburb home that has 5 bedrooms [not in pittsburg or antioch], one being master bedroom of course, one being Jay's gym, one being my own art studio, and the other 2 rooms is for the kids. we will have 2 dogs and some fishes. 

  looks definite that stay at home job is gone. lol since i chose a nursing career. 

  anyways....

  my car isnt working ><... Jay is trying to fix it.

  we got our financial aid checks, yay

  my butt hurts from sitting too long.. my ankles are tired from standing too long during clinicals.. lol...... 

  waiting for the madness to end!! when will that be!?!? 

  i feel so.. emotionally dull.. if that makes sense. like im in a state of stagnation [even tho im not, but it feels like it] i think i have a chemical imbalance right now from not exercising and eating right and the stress. 

  i feel bad for Jay cause i know he's physically tired too from him doing all the chores and mostly cooking [except i cooked breakfast this time *gasp*].. and fixing the car and depositing checks for me and grocery shopping.. and he does so much for me, i feel like he's getting tired of it.... :/

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