that awkward moment you get when you see someone, and you and that person lock eyes, then you look away for a split second cause you were paying attention to something prior, but then you look at the person again cause you were going to say "Hi"... but the person looked away already and he/she walking away.
LOL..
stupid awkwardness.. but seriously, i think that person is awkward. anyways..
im sad.. cause i dont have a study buddy at the moment...
everyone is away.
Anielle is working late,
Rox doesnt have classes,
Hang is hard to reach plus she's not taking classes -__-..
Uly is gone
Rodi is unresponsive at the moment.
EVERYONE else.... far away!
my classmates are mostly older than me.. theyre mostly parents.
Carl lives all the way in walnut creek
Ronnie is very distracting lol..
and im hungry again..
i wanted to be like Uly and drink. so Jay and i went to BJ's in brentwood last night around 10pm and got myself a mudslide 
with just one glass i got buzzed lol..
at first, we went out to both our parent's houses to drop off or pick up stuff and i was wearing just sweats. but i mentioned that i wanted to drink.. and i was hoping we would go home first so i can change into something more nice and plus Jay wanted to watch Family Guy. Jay convinced me that i didnt need to change and no one will care and that he will watch Family Guy some other day since he is hungry. but right when we got to BJ's, literally right in front of it, i remembered i forgot my wallet xD... so i wouldnt be able to drink LOL.... so we went back home anyways! and i got to change xD buahahaha.. wasted gas tho... ><
i had a really weird dream....
i was with few of our friends i think? and we went on this weird ride at an amusement park. i guess it was evil?? when we entered into the ride, it looked like a pirate ship. but then the ship came alive, and we started moving super fast! down the hills and up and upside down! we had to hold onto the walls/poles so we wouldnt fly anywhere. i remember Keshi was there and he stubbornly didnt hold on to anything so flew across inside the ship -___-
after it was all over, i guess we all went home?
the next day, i went on campus at lmc in the library to search up this mysterious evil ship. i went in this computer room upstairs and for some reason there was a book in the back room on a little stand between the last row of computers... very random! i was getting really close to finding out in the book, but got interrupted by a class coming in. the book was unable to be checked out cause the bar code was scratched off. so i read it as i was walking towards the entrance. but the language was hard to read [even tho there werent any words lol...], eventually i tossed the book, or i put it back sneekly.
later on, i met this evil spirit, and was forcing me and our friends to experience the ride again. but on the way to the ride, i mentioned, "omgah! i have a test to take!" and the evil spirit came with me and he was trying to help me with the test lol..
later we met up with my friends. and someone was complaining about the evil spirit. for some reason we were inside one of our friends house. and the evil spirit made the house come alive and we had to hold on to the stair rails and pillars or w/e. a poor girl got crushed :/..
then later, Jay and i were at my parent's house with only a few friends. the evil spirit was just chilling around for a bit. i was trying to read for nursing school. but once i got done, the evil spirit was going to make the house alive. for some reason Chanel and Buster (Jay's sis's doggies) were in my brother's room. i told everyone that i was done and that its time and to hold on to something.
stubborn Jay wouldnt hold on to things when i told him to. i held on the the stair railings. then when the house came alive, Jay was like O_O!! and i was like "i told you so!!!"
then Jay went to go see the doggies if they were alright with a plunger in hand... o.O
THE END!
ugh i cant just freaking ask a favor from my parents?? gosh!!
im just asking if they could talk to my eye doctor to see if i do get my other pair of contact boxes for free since i did request 2 pairs when i did the commercial. plus theres language barrier and i dont want him to misinterpret me in the wrong way..
so my dad says to me, "ooh well i thought you wanted to be INDEPENDENT!"
geeze.. i cant ask you an f*cking favor? -___-.. if he really wants i can disconnect myself from them totally.
sorry im PMSing... lol!
"Just because you miss someone, doesn’t mean you need them back in your life. Missing is just a part of moving on..." - fb friend.
im soooooooo hungry!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! D:
Jay made deviled eggs last night for me and Anielle and they were soooooooooooooooooooooooooo gooooooooooood!!! OMGAH!! i forced Anielle to eat the last two not for the reason that her hair touched it (cus i wouldnt care), but cause i couldnt eat anymore and i was sooo full buahaha!
man im getting chubby lol.. keep eating out everynight ><..
so we cant get direct tv :/.. cause we live on the bottom floor. so were getting u-verse i think.. its more expensive but we get all the channels we want and get a DVR for free and can record more than direct tv can let us.
comcast [cable, internet, phone] we're paying right now: $101
comcast charging us next month if we stay: $130
direct tv: $45ish plus internet from u-verse: $15 (but then we heard it was slow to get the cheapest deal)
u-verse [channels and the fastest internet): $90ish dollars....... :/.. oh well, i guess we will settle for this.
HUNGER!!
Geron's bday party at boiling crab on friday, april 6.. i think she said around 4pm? and im guessing hanging out/drinking afterwards.
this is what she said:
"so its final!! its going to be on April 6 friday!!!! I will already be in sac april 5 so i wont be able to give rides on that fri. if you guys come early on fri before dinner thats ok too.
If you plan on sleeping over pls bring ur own pillows/blankets/ and whatever stuff u want!!!
And dont forget the drinks >:)"
me: you know whats interesting?
Jay: what?
me: with a married couple of 40+ years, if one of them dies, the other dies kinda quickly after? like for instance, one dies, and 6 months later, the other one dies. and Adriene told us that she knew this couple that had a 10 day difference in passing away.
Jay: so... when i die.. youre gonna be like.. "nooooo! im hungry!! *dies* bleh!"
me: xD
Jay: or... "noooooo! no more food!! *dies* bleh!"........... or "ignoooooraaannnt......*dies* bleh!"
oh man... Adriene (kaiser clinical instructor) is a tough cookie..
few of my classmates are intimidated by her... and i admit, i am too. the others are like.. "w/e, we're learning"
its just her.... personality is too... strong? for me?... the thing is, she wants us to THINK... so she will keep asking questions "why, why, why? whats the treatment? whats that for? whats your care plan?" and we are all trying to figure out what she wants us to say! or think!... blah!!
she stresses me out! i really wish i had her first semester instead of this [2nd] semester... cause Cathy from first sem was soooooo easy!
she always makes me blank out cause of the anxiety i get from her lol!
she cussed at one of our classmates.. accordin to my classmate, it went like this:
student: blah blah blah.. this is what im doing.. blah blah blah *rambles on*
Adriene: *looks like she doesnt care about this situation bcus its not very important*
student: oh... sorry am i annoying you?
Adriene: im not annoyed, but when ppl f***ing ask me if im annoyed, then i get f***ing annoyed.
....
o.o......
but i think Adriene apologized to her later on.
well.. im ok with her, she never yelled at me or gave me attitude. i always smile at her.. or laugh at her sarcasm or jokes. some ppl hate her sarcasm tho. i just think that she thinks im stupid xD hahaha.. but she knows im learning.
she also provoked one of my other classmate to cry.. cause she was overwhelmed and then the pressure from Adriene made her all teary o.o....
omgah i really want to sleep right now but i ingested vietnamese ice coffee and im wide awake and mentally exhausted!
dang it! i almost had an A on that pharm test cause they dropped one question and that brought my grade up to a 89.47% -____-.... lol
so now my overall grades so far are 2 B's (theory and pharm) and 1 A (in skills)! yay!
im spacing out like crazy! .................
my hair is sooo dead at the end that it looks like pubic hair. LOL! i wanna chop it off... ima get an angled bob cut prolly at the length of shoulders or somethin. we'll see....maybe at end of semester..
BBBBLLLLLAAAAAHHHHHH!!!!!! :S
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