November 20, 2012
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what a relief!
first i failed my test today with a 72%.... then later the instructor came in and told us they dropped some questions. so it jumped me up to a B!!! yay!
(b4 the instructor gave us the good news) i just looked soooo depressed in class lol . Janice and Carl were worried about me.
Ronnie, Carl, and i were spose to go to see Wreck it Ralph.. but freakin Ronnie DITCHED US AGAIN!!... so it was just me and Carl >.>.... we went anyways to celebrate that we passed the test. it didnt feel awkward tho, except when there were a few scenes of romance either in the movie or in the previews... i was just thinking, "oh crap, i hope he isnt thinking anything..>.<" lol!!
this turkey day, going to Janice's thanksgiving lunch [theyre serving fried turkey lol], and im bringing along Carl and Ronnie since i dont really know anyone of Janice's family.. then for dinner, im going with my family and relatives to [most likely] a chinese restaurant.
anyhoooo...
i finally stood up for myself!! to Ronnie! cause.. he can be so rude and mean to me!! like... teases me all the time and bringing me down... hurts my feelings... i always come home to Jay complaining of Ronnie >.<.... and Jay made me realize that im the type of person who wouldnt like to ruin a person's day and wont speak up for myself to change the course of actions. and he gave me the courage to stand up for myself.. so i did... and... it was weird. cause, once i started, he automatically said "ok ill just treat you like everyone else then" and starts walking away... o.O... im like... "im not done!!" LOL... u__u... fail... oh well, at least i got my main point across >.>;;;... i think.
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lilz. well, good for you
lol!! thats me too (the last paragraph)
its funny how you guys always tell me to stick up for myself.. but you are the same !! i guess its always easier to tell someone else to do it even if you need to do it yourself too. ii get scared of being more AGGRESSIVE then PASSIVE because i feel like people dont respond to me well when i stand my ground. like they suddenly get mad at me cause they're used to me being passive and i just shrink and im like gosh now i feel bad i shoudlnt have said anything xD. proud of you connie !!
haven't heard from you all week.. im worried again!
@ConKhii - dont worry im still alive. lol! maybe we can hang out this weekend?
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