November 6, 2012

  • awkwardnessnessness

    so.. ever since Carl confessed to me and i turned him down....

    it feels... awkward now b/w Carl and me o.O... like.. i noticed he didnt talk to me much today..

    and it was even more awkward cause Ronnie kinda ditched us for some reason.. o.O... and so i had lunch with mostly Carl (our other classmate Ella was there but left 10-15 min after) and sometimes we would just have awkward silences.. and id try to come up with something so it wouldnt be as awkward. >.<....

    i think i rather had him like me and not confess than him liking me and confessed and now awkwardness @.@... 

    but then... when we communicated over the weekend, he seemed normalish and him kinda flirty with few text messages.. >.>... 

    is this what they meant that girls and guys cant be friends? lol, i dont believe in that but he sure is making me think that. 

    maybe he wants to distance himself from me. that sucks :/.. he told me once that he confessed to someone and she turned him down and he distanced himself from her for a whole year.. but wished he hadnt done that.. 

Comments (1)

  • things will be normal again if you forget the fact that he confessed. it will be awkward for a lil but if you just forget about it [or try to] i think you guys can be normal again lol.

    i feel like that with you know who right now. it feels awkward and like we aren't talking as much ever since that night.. but im trying to pretend things are ok xD then it will eventually be okay again i think haha.
    i mean last time when he confessed it wasnt awkward but lots of tension /unnormalcy even tho we saw each other the same amt.. and then somehow we just totally forgot about the whole situation after a few months and were normal again! BOTH of us forgot about it.. until it came up again unfortunately :( i wish we never talked about it lol
    i think we (we as in you and carl, and me and ____) just need to give it time

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