January 13, 2012

• OMGah! insanity is sooo hard! im hella sweaty! lol.. so tired. ive been doing it 4 days straight now. even the ppl in the video who have perfect bodies get so exhausted that they need to pause and rest for a bit. 

  i gained 5 lbs over the semester and break ><.. my goal is to fit into this one dress that Rodi and Krys got for me last year on my bday.. cause i dont fit it hahaha! i usually fit small, but i feel like the fashion industry has changed the measurements for small @.@... cause the rest of my clothes that are small still fit me! unless i stretched them out.. but some of the clothing dont look stretchable or else id tear them, which i havent... yet... hehe

  im not sure how im going to exercise during school o.o...

  well since i wont be working, ill prolly fit it somewhere.. 

  since Jay is working and going to school at the same time, ill also be more responsible cleaning and cooking @.@...... ><"

  i drank coffee like an hour ago.... and its 12:15AM at the moment.. so im pretty awake.

  i was spose to read today.. but i got sooo lazy.. and i dont know why, i was really moody. i kept giving Jay attitude.. and i was being insensitive and sensitive at the same time towards and from Jay. 

  insensitive cause...Jay was really really tired. he came home from an 8.5 hr shift [10:30AM~7:30PM].. ate, rested and exercised w/ insanity..

  he went to bed around 12:30 or 1AM.. woke up at 4AM to work from 5AM~1:30PM... then did laundry at his sister's house for 4 hours [3 loads of laundry].. came home at 7pm. he didnt eat much all day -____-... 

  and i just wanted attention and cuddle. and when he was too tired, id threw a fit. lol.. and then he would get really frustrated with me.

  sensitive cause.. when he jokingly makes fun of me, i got really irritated and threw a fit too. 

  xD.... i think its like.. post-menstrual-syndrome... or something! cause i just got done today.  

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